Silent ThanksSilent ThanksI had the most incredible feeling today. I was walking down the hall to my bedroom, and and as i walked past the light switch i turned it off. I turned off the only light that lit the hallway, and all of a sudden i was floating. The only part of me that that sensed were my feet on the soft carpet, and in that second I was free. So i hung onto the feeling, i stood alone in the darkness, and i don't know how long i stood there before i took a step but it felt like a lifetime. The air was still, the night was silent and all i could feel was a thousand course fibers pressing against my skin. The as i walking i felt complete and total weightlessness, as though the only thing that bound me to my bond and this place was my mind. The racing thoughts and the explosive emotions that were burning the reason from my senses. I reached out to touch the wall only inches from me, but my arm extended into infinity with out any sign of obstruction. I inhaled deeply but made not
Sweet LullabySweet LullabySunday morning's bitter rainIs beating on the pane,Goose bumps rush across my skinAs your warm breath caresses my neck.The soft touch of your finger tip sets me on fire.You curl up cosily in my armsOr lie awake, upon my chestAnd smile contentedly to yourselfWhile my mind races,embracing my ecstasy.I close my eyes and fill my headWith all times that I've made you laughAnd slowly rock myself to sleep.Your laughter, My lullaby.02/03/04
Heroin LoveHeroin LoveWhen I'm alone I'm a shell of a manI'm the tired the lonely the scared and depressed.I feel lifeless and empty,Entrapped by my painAs it closes around me like white naked ribs.My rest, my companion, my courage, my joyYou are my heart, and my laughter, my soul.Break through those white ribsAnd course through my veinsMy drug.My Love.26.02.04
The Eye of the BeholderThe Eye of the BeholderThe soft tones of your skin,So smooth and pure,As it catches the dim fire lightAnd shadows run wild across your face.They dance and play accenting your deep brown eyesWhere not even the shadows can hide.It is there that I have fallen in love,In your eyes is where I am free.In your eyes I find my only peace.09/02/2004
Consumed by Winter StreetsCold, cracked concrete slabA mirror of time's frail faceDeface me cruel hag.
Shared AngelThe autumn pool of golden beauty,Upon your face of broken glass,Contorted by how you see the world,Distorted by your loathsome pain.Mimicking the evening mistYou stalk your prey with Satan's lustCraving blood to fill the voidThe hole in your now blackened heart.While deep within your icy depthsYou hide the truth which spawns your pain.The portrait of her innocenceHer fragile beauty you have lost.Her eyes which made you golden,Her lips that made you deep,Her touch, as soft and pure as silkBetrayed your love and shattered you.So now you sit alone at night,And feed upon intense regret.I've watched you through the looking glassFor I too have known a seraph,KnownLovedLost.29/10/03
IndecisionIndecisionA second stretched across the sky,And wrapped around the that world I knew,Full of mist and shapely clouds,Feeding my deafening confusion.A swamp of deadly locusts buzzing,Fill my raging bilious gut.Searching my soul for aged wisdom,Or inspiration's youthful face,Instead I find my own dark demonMy ignorance makes me Hebe's poor slave.Taking fortune by the reignsI stumble fast to find the wordsThe constant beat of butterflies wings,And then you walk right by.26 November 2003